Tomorrow is my first testosterone shot and one of my best friends is getting a hysterectomy.
Huge changes ahead for us, hoping it’ll be a great step forward.
Vice-versa and GOOD LUCK TO US!!!!!!!!! :D Love you, bro. <3
This goes in with the last post. When you see a female who is feeling sick to her stomach, do NOT ask if she’s pregnant. When she says no, do NOT give her a “yeah, right” look and ask if she’s sure.
When she tells you it would be impossible for her to get pregnant, BELIEVE her. I shouldn’t feel like saying “unless God needs to redo the Jesus thing, I’m not pregnant”. I know my sexual activity. Shut up.
^This. All over the place.
*big hugs* I hope you’re okay!!! Let me know soon. D:
I am not myself at all lately.
Huge appreciation for those who are sticking by me. … I really worry I’ve been talking about my problems too much. I’m sorry, if I have been. It’s all I can think about, anymore. I just want it all over with… and hope it will be, soon.
For those who don’t know, here’s the brief lowdown: I’ve dealt with having abnormal and life-ruining female problems for about half of my life now. I’ve been back and forth to every kind of doctor, and had every kind of test done. I’ve finally just recently gotten to see a doctor who will respect my wishes to end these problems via hysterectomy. Believe me - every other method of fixing this has been tried, and has failed. Most people who know me know that I don’t want kids, at all. I just want to get my life back.
So um. That’s whats up. I’m scared, I’m nervous, I’m a total and complete mess. And I’m sorry for that. :/
So doc called today and said my surgery is TENTATIVELY scheduled for the 11th.
I’ve been twitchy and jittery and absolutely can’t sit still, ever since. Hands shaking, mind racing.
They said they’d call back tomorrow to confirm and stuff. *tears hair out* If I’m this nervous just waiting for the date to be confirmed, I can’t imagine how cranked up I’ll be the night before… :/